♥ Wednesday, November 17, 2004
i'm fine.
i'll be fine..
from now on...
i wont be updating this blog anymore.
sorry 4 everything.
- a song for us-
♥ Tuesday, November 16, 2004
u dont need to do that..
just laugh it out in front of my face..
turn out to be as u predicted huh?
hope u r fine there...
p/s dun laugh too much.. coz it wud hurt me..
♥
didn't mean to make u feel like an idiot.
♥ Monday, November 15, 2004
i think...all i need rite now...is someone to hug me while saying " everything's gonna to be ok" continuously...
everything is a mistake...again.. i'm the one who spoiled everything..
who am i now.... just a dumb dumb dumb gal..celebrating eid with a swollen eyes..
all i want is ...to make other's happy..but everything end up with tears.
everything i did...is just useless...i dun care if it seemed useless to others..all i care is you.. yes you...n you, too.
i wish i cud turn back times..if i had a choice...i wud choose another path... a separate one..so dat i wont ruin anybody's life...tho meeting/knowing you all is the best thing ever happens to me...
i wish i have wings..so dat i can be there...to calm u down..then, i'll hug u n say..."everything's gonna be ok"...n just praying dat...god will help/lead everyone to the rite way..
all i want is to get out of my own cage of secrets...
only god knows...how much i care about u..
maybe this is not what you're searching for...
i'm really sorry...n i really do...it's just me..
a dumb gal with a helluva weaknesses...
if i only knew...it's going to be this disastrous..
i'll back off from the beginning....
but Allah wrote it this way... maybe there's something He wants us 2 know..
o allah...give us strengths...give us guidances for our exams 2morrow..
♥ Sunday, November 14, 2004
some people said...potong rambut leh releasekan tension..
so i decided to cut my hair... really2 short one..tak penah seumur idop ade rambut sependek nie....
just went to xgates... to get a nice hari raye cut... kot..just to express my kegeraman yg teramat...
short hair... feels good !
takyah nak ikat2 rambut for a year.. maybe
♥ Saturday, November 13, 2004
Artis : Melly Goeslow feat.Jimmy
Lagu : Pujaanku (OST Eiffel..I'm In Love)
Melly:
Andaikan malam tiada pernahkan berakhir
Setiapku bersamamu mungkin tak berujung
Betapa rindu ini tak pernah mati
Kekasih hatiku hanyalah engkau
Jimmy:
Saat mulut manismu memanggil namaku
Hatiku pun bergetar bagai terserang rindu
Bertapa aku menyanjungimu
Buta mata dan hati untuk yang lain
Korus:
(Melly & Jimmy)
Memetik gitar menyanyi syair yang tulus
Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku
Jimmy:
Burung berkicau tanda setia pada pagi
Ku dengan engkau tak bisa dipisahkan lagi
Jantungku kau mintapun kan ku berikan
Betapa dalamnya cinta untukmu
♥
smlm tgk eiffel i'm in love...
mmm..
Artis : Melly Goeslow feat.Jimmy
Lagu : Pujaanku (OST Eiffel..I'm In Love)
Melly:
Andaikan malam tiada pernahkan berakhir
Setiapku bersamamu mungkin tak berujung
Betapa rindu ini tak pernah mati
Kekasih hatiku hanyalah engkau
Jimmy:
Saat mulut manismu memanggil namaku
Hatiku pun bergetar bagai terserang rindu
Bertapa aku menyanjungimu
Buta mata dan hati untuk yang lain
Korus:
(Melly & Jimmy)
Memetik gitar menyanyi syair yang tulus
Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku
Jimmy:
Burung berkicau tanda setia pada pagi
Ku dengan engkau tak bisa dipisahkan lagi
Jantungku kau mintapun kan ku berikan
Betapa dalamnya cinta untukmu
♥ Wednesday, November 10, 2004
i hate the way u talk to me...
n the way u pretend not to care...
i hate the way u handle things...
i hate it when u're mad....
i hate ur big dumb ego...
n the way u try to read my mind..
i hate u so much that makes me sick and even makes me run...
i hate it when u're always right...
i hate it when u lie ..
i hate it when u make me laugh and even worse when u make me cry...
i hate it when u're not around...and the fact u didnt call..
mostly i hate the way i dont hate u..not even close...not even a litle bit...
not even at all..
:'(
♥
serious rase tak stabil... rase nak marah je..taktau nape...pastu rase nak nngis.. tak pasal2 tak... tak stabil...tak stabil...arini tak gi class sbb malas...ade satu je class ... nasib baik..dah lame dah rase cam nie... tapi b4 dis... boley sabar...tp today... dah tak stabil tahap dewe..tahap yg rase malas nak ckp ngn sume org... just leave me alone k! emo!
♥ Sunday, November 07, 2004
my trip to boston is awesome. ather's mom cooked a lot of indians delicacies and they tasted like those we have back in malaysia. ather's family are so nice and ninie should be grateful to have them as family in law. hope that my future family in law are among "orgbaik2". we arrived at boston after 2++ of driving. i slept most of the time coz we're leaving troy at 10am n it was too early for me.. plus.. it's my bed time...
we went to MIT and jln2 around the campus... the campus is a big one.. much2 more bigger than rpi... of course la kan... n the buildings are so macam greek style.. especiallt the main one... MIT too...btol2 depan air.. hehe...i'm not sure whether it's a river or a lake...tapi air laa... boston is divided in 2 by the air...mit and harvard.... kat atas....dienye town kat bwh... boston town...looks similar to NYC... just a smaller and less busy version kot... rasenye... ade this one road... mcm 5th ave kat NYC...where they have a row of shops... like gap, guess, nike town... n byk2 brand yg famous...quite interesting huh.. i wish i have the time to do some window shopping there... takpe... boston is only 2hr+ drive away from troy... nx time leh gi lagi.. :D
about 4...gerak to ather's hse... 20 mins camtu baru sampai... mm...takpe pape sgt nak cite... diorg cam best... umah bersih gile.... kitorg bukak pose with...bende2 ringan 1st...ade this samosa( looks/tastes like karipap) and cream puff yg sedap gileeee... n then... smyg ... n kitorg main this game call cranium... quite interesting.... ade cam kene lukis, kene humm, ade charade... n kene guess what's the word.. camane tah..i bad in explaining...sorry..after main too.. kitorg gi mall dekat situ... i bought a new blazer...at delia's .. yeay! lame dah nk blazer camtu..
mm..penat dah nak type... after gi shopping...hv dinner...again...yummy2 indian hot cookings.... lotsa meat ... then...lepak2... kol 1+ am...gerak balik....sampai rumah bout 4am...sesat rasenye...taktau laa...coz i was sleeping almost 80% of the trip balik... hihi... sorry nadiah + kak ct.. k laa hv to start with my econs... 2morow hv quiz...
er
♥ Saturday, November 06, 2004
heard of this song in the shuttle on my way to class...a sad song...tapi rock n roll nye tune... hehe.. this song really makes me wanna twist.. what bout u ? enjoy.. credit 2 shahir... tolong carikkan thiz song..
♥
bored... have no one to talk 2.. so i decided to type sth here ...
so happy coz today's is friday... meaning... there's going to be 2 days of *having fun* ... going to boston 2morrow... ninie's bf invited me n maza n ninie's housemate to bukak pose at his parents' hse in boston...
9 am... awal gile... dah lame gile tak bgun seawal too... mm...takde la excited sgt nak gi boston... just that at least i hv something to do.. hihi..kalo tak tido je la kot...hope maza will wake me up 2morrow...
10 more days to go... then..."selamat...hari raye.... kepada saudara...serta saudari...setahun..hanye sekalie...merayakan hari yg mulia ini..."... missing my family...especially my mom...boley tak prasan... die sure rindu gile kat saye..muehehe... she sounded so happy everytime i callled her.. n ade aje gossip/cite yg die nak ckp... plus... she just bought me a white gold earrings... saje2.... sbb ade this kedai emas baru bukak at KBMall...sweetnye! hihi..lg 1o days... tp i hvent mail the raye cards to msia... ayoyo2... mesti sampai after raye niee... :( takpelaa...
mm....bored... n sleepy...nak tido..mmg rajin... tapi... takpelaa...1 more months to go... tak sabar nye nak abis this sem... awal2 semester... konon2 target nak dpt 3A's and 1B.. tp...rase cam tak mampu kot now...nvm... i'll just try my best... :(
drove to stackwick.. send diwali ticket to dyana ....headed straight to latham ..n treat myself with an oreo mcflurry.... n a dozens of Krispy Kreme's donuts... sadly... the original glazed donuts machine was out of order... :( having a good time with the donuts!high concentration of sugar in my blood..maybe one of the reason why i'm so hyperactive tonite... a lil bit krazee...huh.. :D
bye...
y jimmie in The OC 2nd season is not as cute as in the 1st season..
i miss jimmie's botak head...
♥ Thursday, November 04, 2004
someone..someplace....sometime
♥ Tuesday, November 02, 2004
"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give
comfort... !
I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.
I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through
sickness and fatigue without
complaining....
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children
under
any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt
her
badly....
She has the very special power to make a
child's
boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....
I gave her strength to care for her husband,
despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his
heart....
I gave her wisdom to know that a good
husband
never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve
to
stand beside him
unfalteringly....
For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she
does
for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart
feel
good.
♥ Wednesday, November 17, 2004
i'm fine.
i'll be fine..
from now on...
i wont be updating this blog anymore.
sorry 4 everything.
- a song for us-
♥ Tuesday, November 16, 2004
u dont need to do that..
just laugh it out in front of my face..
turn out to be as u predicted huh?
hope u r fine there...
p/s dun laugh too much.. coz it wud hurt me..
♥
didn't mean to make u feel like an idiot.
♥ Monday, November 15, 2004
i think...all i need rite now...is someone to hug me while saying " everything's gonna to be ok" continuously...
everything is a mistake...again.. i'm the one who spoiled everything..
who am i now.... just a dumb dumb dumb gal..celebrating eid with a swollen eyes..
all i want is ...to make other's happy..but everything end up with tears.
everything i did...is just useless...i dun care if it seemed useless to others..all i care is you.. yes you...n you, too.
i wish i cud turn back times..if i had a choice...i wud choose another path... a separate one..so dat i wont ruin anybody's life...tho meeting/knowing you all is the best thing ever happens to me...
i wish i have wings..so dat i can be there...to calm u down..then, i'll hug u n say..."everything's gonna be ok"...n just praying dat...god will help/lead everyone to the rite way..
all i want is to get out of my own cage of secrets...
only god knows...how much i care about u..
maybe this is not what you're searching for...
i'm really sorry...n i really do...it's just me..
a dumb gal with a helluva weaknesses...
if i only knew...it's going to be this disastrous..
i'll back off from the beginning....
but Allah wrote it this way... maybe there's something He wants us 2 know..
o allah...give us strengths...give us guidances for our exams 2morrow..
♥ Sunday, November 14, 2004
some people said...potong rambut leh releasekan tension..
so i decided to cut my hair... really2 short one..tak penah seumur idop ade rambut sependek nie....
just went to xgates... to get a nice hari raye cut... kot..just to express my kegeraman yg teramat...
short hair... feels good !
takyah nak ikat2 rambut for a year.. maybe
♥ Saturday, November 13, 2004
Artis : Melly Goeslow feat.Jimmy
Lagu : Pujaanku (OST Eiffel..I'm In Love)
Melly:
Andaikan malam tiada pernahkan berakhir
Setiapku bersamamu mungkin tak berujung
Betapa rindu ini tak pernah mati
Kekasih hatiku hanyalah engkau
Jimmy:
Saat mulut manismu memanggil namaku
Hatiku pun bergetar bagai terserang rindu
Bertapa aku menyanjungimu
Buta mata dan hati untuk yang lain
Korus:
(Melly & Jimmy)
Memetik gitar menyanyi syair yang tulus
Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku
Jimmy:
Burung berkicau tanda setia pada pagi
Ku dengan engkau tak bisa dipisahkan lagi
Jantungku kau mintapun kan ku berikan
Betapa dalamnya cinta untukmu
♥
smlm tgk eiffel i'm in love...
mmm..
Artis : Melly Goeslow feat.Jimmy
Lagu : Pujaanku (OST Eiffel..I'm In Love)
Melly:
Andaikan malam tiada pernahkan berakhir
Setiapku bersamamu mungkin tak berujung
Betapa rindu ini tak pernah mati
Kekasih hatiku hanyalah engkau
Jimmy:
Saat mulut manismu memanggil namaku
Hatiku pun bergetar bagai terserang rindu
Bertapa aku menyanjungimu
Buta mata dan hati untuk yang lain
Korus:
(Melly & Jimmy)
Memetik gitar menyanyi syair yang tulus
Persembahan kalbuku
Nantikan dikau ditidur lelapku
Pujaanku
Jimmy:
Burung berkicau tanda setia pada pagi
Ku dengan engkau tak bisa dipisahkan lagi
Jantungku kau mintapun kan ku berikan
Betapa dalamnya cinta untukmu
♥ Wednesday, November 10, 2004
i hate the way u talk to me...
n the way u pretend not to care...
i hate the way u handle things...
i hate it when u're mad....
i hate ur big dumb ego...
n the way u try to read my mind..
i hate u so much that makes me sick and even makes me run...
i hate it when u're always right...
i hate it when u lie ..
i hate it when u make me laugh and even worse when u make me cry...
i hate it when u're not around...and the fact u didnt call..
mostly i hate the way i dont hate u..not even close...not even a litle bit...
not even at all..
:'(
♥
serious rase tak stabil... rase nak marah je..taktau nape...pastu rase nak nngis.. tak pasal2 tak... tak stabil...tak stabil...arini tak gi class sbb malas...ade satu je class ... nasib baik..dah lame dah rase cam nie... tapi b4 dis... boley sabar...tp today... dah tak stabil tahap dewe..tahap yg rase malas nak ckp ngn sume org... just leave me alone k! emo!
♥ Sunday, November 07, 2004
my trip to boston is awesome. ather's mom cooked a lot of indians delicacies and they tasted like those we have back in malaysia. ather's family are so nice and ninie should be grateful to have them as family in law. hope that my future family in law are among "orgbaik2". we arrived at boston after 2++ of driving. i slept most of the time coz we're leaving troy at 10am n it was too early for me.. plus.. it's my bed time...
we went to MIT and jln2 around the campus... the campus is a big one.. much2 more bigger than rpi... of course la kan... n the buildings are so macam greek style.. especiallt the main one... MIT too...btol2 depan air.. hehe...i'm not sure whether it's a river or a lake...tapi air laa... boston is divided in 2 by the air...mit and harvard.... kat atas....dienye town kat bwh... boston town...looks similar to NYC... just a smaller and less busy version kot... rasenye... ade this one road... mcm 5th ave kat NYC...where they have a row of shops... like gap, guess, nike town... n byk2 brand yg famous...quite interesting huh.. i wish i have the time to do some window shopping there... takpe... boston is only 2hr+ drive away from troy... nx time leh gi lagi.. :D
about 4...gerak to ather's hse... 20 mins camtu baru sampai... mm...takpe pape sgt nak cite... diorg cam best... umah bersih gile.... kitorg bukak pose with...bende2 ringan 1st...ade this samosa( looks/tastes like karipap) and cream puff yg sedap gileeee... n then... smyg ... n kitorg main this game call cranium... quite interesting.... ade cam kene lukis, kene humm, ade charade... n kene guess what's the word.. camane tah..i bad in explaining...sorry..after main too.. kitorg gi mall dekat situ... i bought a new blazer...at delia's .. yeay! lame dah nk blazer camtu..
mm..penat dah nak type... after gi shopping...hv dinner...again...yummy2 indian hot cookings.... lotsa meat ... then...lepak2... kol 1+ am...gerak balik....sampai rumah bout 4am...sesat rasenye...taktau laa...coz i was sleeping almost 80% of the trip balik... hihi... sorry nadiah + kak ct.. k laa hv to start with my econs... 2morow hv quiz...
er
♥ Saturday, November 06, 2004
heard of this song in the shuttle on my way to class...a sad song...tapi rock n roll nye tune... hehe.. this song really makes me wanna twist.. what bout u ? enjoy.. credit 2 shahir... tolong carikkan thiz song..
♥
bored... have no one to talk 2.. so i decided to type sth here ...
so happy coz today's is friday... meaning... there's going to be 2 days of *having fun* ... going to boston 2morrow... ninie's bf invited me n maza n ninie's housemate to bukak pose at his parents' hse in boston...
9 am... awal gile... dah lame gile tak bgun seawal too... mm...takde la excited sgt nak gi boston... just that at least i hv something to do.. hihi..kalo tak tido je la kot...hope maza will wake me up 2morrow...
10 more days to go... then..."selamat...hari raye.... kepada saudara...serta saudari...setahun..hanye sekalie...merayakan hari yg mulia ini..."... missing my family...especially my mom...boley tak prasan... die sure rindu gile kat saye..muehehe... she sounded so happy everytime i callled her.. n ade aje gossip/cite yg die nak ckp... plus... she just bought me a white gold earrings... saje2.... sbb ade this kedai emas baru bukak at KBMall...sweetnye! hihi..lg 1o days... tp i hvent mail the raye cards to msia... ayoyo2... mesti sampai after raye niee... :( takpelaa...
mm....bored... n sleepy...nak tido..mmg rajin... tapi... takpelaa...1 more months to go... tak sabar nye nak abis this sem... awal2 semester... konon2 target nak dpt 3A's and 1B.. tp...rase cam tak mampu kot now...nvm... i'll just try my best... :(
drove to stackwick.. send diwali ticket to dyana ....headed straight to latham ..n treat myself with an oreo mcflurry.... n a dozens of Krispy Kreme's donuts... sadly... the original glazed donuts machine was out of order... :( having a good time with the donuts!high concentration of sugar in my blood..maybe one of the reason why i'm so hyperactive tonite... a lil bit krazee...huh.. :D
bye...
y jimmie in The OC 2nd season is not as cute as in the 1st season..
i miss jimmie's botak head...
♥ Thursday, November 04, 2004
someone..someplace....sometime
♥ Tuesday, November 02, 2004
"When I made woman,
I decided she had to be special.
I made her shoulders
strong enough to carry
the weight of the world, yet,
made her arms gentle enough to give
comfort... !
I gave her the inner strength
to endure childbirth
and the rejection
that many times will come
even from her own children.
I gave her a hardness
that allows her
to keep going and take care
of her family and friends,
even when everyone else gives up, through
sickness and fatigue without
complaining....
I gave her the sensitivity to love her children
under
any and all
circumstances. Even when her child has hurt
her
badly....
She has the very special power to make a
child's
boo-boo feel better and
to quell a teenager's anxieties and fears....
I gave her strength to care for her husband,
despite faults
and I fashioned her from his rib to protect his
heart....
I gave her wisdom to know that a good
husband
never hurts his wife, but
sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve
to
stand beside him
unfalteringly....
For all of this hard work,
I also gave her a tear to shed.
It is hers to use
whenever needed and
it is her only weakness....
When you see her cry,
tell her how much you love her, and all she
does
for everyone, and even though
she may still cry, you will have made her heart
feel
good.
